BLACK BIRD AND SHARING....

GREETINGS OF LIGHT AND LOVE...

WRITING THIS ENTRY SO THAT EVERYONE MAY BE WARNED REGARDING SOME POWERS THAT CAN BE OF HARM IF NOT CONTROLLED, OR IF NOT PACIFIED.

I JUST REMEMBER WHEN MY PARENTS BOUGHT A PAIR OF BLACK BIRD.

I WAS JOYFUL TO SEE THE BLACK BIRD.

I PROCEEDED WITH MY SPIRITUAL PRACTICE.

IN THE EARLY MORNING THE FOLLOWING DAY, AFTER PRAYERS AND MEDITATIONS, THERE ARE SOME POOR ON THE GATES.

I WAS ABOUT TO HELP THE POOR WHEN MY MOTHER TOLD ME TO STOP HELPING THE POOR AND THE NEEDY AT OUR GATES.

SHE SAID: DO NOT GIVE TO THE POOR.
YOU ARE ENCOURAGING THEM TO BE LAZY.

I KEPT SILENT AND PRAYED.

I SENSE GOD'S FORCE IMMEDIATELY GEARING TOWARDS PUNISHING MY MOTHER.

I TOLD GOD SILENTLY IN PRAYER NOT TO PUNISH MY MOTHER.

AS A SIGN THAT MY HUMBLE REQUEST IS GRANTED, I ASK THAT LET ONE OF THE BLACKBIRDS TAKE THE PUNISHMENT INTENDED FOR MY MOTHER.

AT THAT INSTANT, ONE OF THE BLACKBIRDS DIED.

I SILENTLY PRAYED TO GOD FOR THANKS.

THE BLACKBIRD WAS BURNED THAT TIME.


THERE ARE TIMES THAT MY PARENTS DO TELL ME TO STOP MY MISSIONS BECAUSE IT IS NOT DOING ME ANYTHING GOOD.

THEY TELL ME THAT I COULD HAVE EARNED MUCH IF I WANT TO.

THEY TELL ME THAT AS A PROFESSIONAL, I COULD BE FINANCIALLY SECURE AND GAIN MONEY IN THE PROCESS...

THEY ALSO TELL ME TO STOP CHARITY WORKS- I ONLY RECEIVE VERY LITTLE AND FOR THAT LITTLE I RECEIVE, I STILL GIVE.

INSTEAD, THEY TELL ME TO GIVE UP THE MISSIONS AND WORK INSTEAD.

AT THESE TIMES, I PRAY TO GOD TO FORGIVE MY PARENTS AND INSTEAD BLESS THEM AND KEEP THEM.

I GAVE MY WORD TO GOD TO CONTINUE THE SPIRITUAL MISSIONS FOR AS LONG I CAN AND ABLE TO DO SO...

THERE ARE TIMES THAT GOD DO PUNISH MY PARENTS IN SPITE OF MY PRAYERS ASKING FOR FORGIVENESS...

THIS HAPPENS BY GIVING SICKNESS AT HOME TO CERTAIN MEMBERS OF THE FAMILY.

AT THESE TIMES I PRAY FOR THEIR FORGIVENESS AND CURE FOR THEM.

AFTER PRAYER, THEY DO GET WELL...

I ENTRUST TO GOD EVERYTHING...
I OFFER TO GOD EVERYTHING...

THERE ARE TIMES IN MY LIFE IN THE PAST WHEN I TRAVELED AROUND THE PHILIPPINES DOING MISSIONARY WORKS- THAT DURING TIMES OF DANGER, OR WHEN THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE PLANNING TO DO HARM TO ME, OR AT TIMES THAT SOMEONE DO EVIL THINGS TO ME: OBJECTS EXPLODE, THINGS BREAK ON ITS OWN; STORM, TORNADO, EARTHQUAKE OR SOME CALAMITY ARISES.

DESTRUCTION ON THAT PLACE HAPPENS AFTER I LEFT IT (THE PLACE WHERE SOMEONE HAS DONE ME EVIL).

THERE ARE TIMES THAT BRIDGES WERE LITERALLY TORN APART AFTER CROSSING IT ON THE PLACE WHERE SOMEONE HAS DONE EVIL UPON ME.

AT TIMES LANDSLIDE HAPPENS AFTER LEAVING THE PLACE WHERE SOMEONE HAS DONE EVIL UPON ME.

THERE ARE TIMES THAT ANIMALS, PLANTS AND TREES AROUND DIE WITHOUT CAUSE ON THE PLACE WHERE SOMEONE HAS DONE EVIL UPON ME.

THERE ARE TIMES THAT FIRE CAME OUT SUDDENLY FROM NOWHERE BURNING THINGS ON THE PLACE WHERE SOMEONE HAS DONE EVIL UPON ME.

THERE ARE TIMES THAT PESTILENCE OUT OF NOWHERE OCCURS ON THE PLACE WHERE SOMEONE HAS DONE EVIL UPON ME.

THERE WAS A TIME THAT HAILSTORM AND OTHER EXTRAORDINARY AND DEVASTATING PHENOMENA HAPPENS SUDDENLY UPON THE PLACE OF THOSE WHO DID EVIL UNTO ME...

AT FIRST, I DISREGARDED IT AS MERE COINCIDENCES....

BUT WHEN I NOTED THE OCCASIONS WHEN SOMEONE DID EVIL TO ME, OR I WAS ANGERED BECAUSE OF INJUSTICE DONE TO ME-- THERE FOLLOWS A REGULAR OCCURRENCE OF DEVASTATING PHENOMENA UPON THE PLACE OF THOSE WHO DID ME EVIL...

I PRAYED TO GOD FOR GUIDANCE REGARDING THIS HAPPENINGS...

A LIGHT BRIGHTER THAN THE SUN OUT OF NOWHERE APPEARED AND SAID : "IT IS I WHO HAVE CAUSED THESE THINGS...

YOUR ENEMIES WILL BE MY ENEMIES...
YOUR FRIENDS SHALL BE MY FRIENDS....
THOSE WHO BLESS YOU I WILL BLESS...
THOSE WHO CURSE YOU I WILL CURSE..."

I PRAYED THAT TIME TO ASK GOD TO BE MORE TOLERANT TO THE PEOPLE, FOR THEY DO NOT KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING...

BUT THE LIGHT BRIGHTER THAN THE SUN SAID:

"IT IS MY WILL THAT WILL BE DONE, NOT YOURS."....

AFTER YEARS HAVE PASSED, THE LIGHT APPEARED TO ME AND SAID: "THIS TIME, I ALLOW YOU TO CONTINUE YOUR STUDIES TO BECOME A PROFESSIONAL...

THEY HAVE BEEN PRAYING TO ME ABOUT IT...

LET US GRANT THEIR REQUEST."...

THEN THE LIGHT SAID:
"AFTER THAT, RESUME YOUR SPIRITUAL MISSIONS
FULL TIME AND FOLLOW ME..."

I PROMISED THAT AFTER BEING A PROFESSIONAL,
I WILL SERVE GOD, AND DO THE DIVINE WILL..

THAT TIME, I WENT TO DASMARINAS, CAVITE, TO PURSUE MY POST-GRADUATE STUDIES...

FOR 3 YEARS I STUDY IN CLASS, AND ANOTHER 2 YEARS I SPENT WITH PATIENTS...

SEVERAL WISDOM AND KNOWLEDGE WERE TAUGHT TO ME BY THE LIGHT DURING THAT TIME DAY BY DAY...

I PROCEEDED EVERY DAY IN OBEDIENCE TO THAT LIGHT, EVEN THOUGH AT TIMES I DO STUMBLE AND FALL...

THEN THE TIME CAME THAT I FINISHED MY STUDIES, MY TRAINING, AND PASSED THE BOARD EXAM.

I BECAME A PROFESSIONAL...

I PROCEEDED TAKING UP RESIDENCY THAT TIME...

I FORGOT WHAT THE LIGHT SAID:

"AFTER THAT, RESUME YOUR SPIRITUAL MISSIONS
FULL TIME AND FOLLOW ME...

THE LIGHT APPEAR TO ME ON SEVERAL OCCASIONS REMINDING ME OF MY PROMISE.

AT THAT TIME, I CANNOT FULFILL MY PROMISE BECAUSE I WAS IN RESIDENCY TRAINING.

I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS SEVERAL TIMES, AND I AM TELLING THE LIGHT THAT I AM DOING THIS TO MAKE MY PARENTS HAPPY...

I TRIED TO FULFILL MY PARENT'S WISH... I EVEN COMPLIED WITH THE BURNING OF ALL MY MYSTICAL BOOKS, ITEMS, MUSTIKAS, BEZOARS, MEDALLIONS, POWER OBJECTS AND THE LIKE.

THESE ARTICLES PILED UP UP TO 7 SACKS.

ALL WERE BURNED...

THEN, AFTER SOME TIME, I WAS STRICKEN WITH STROKE IN THE YOUNG...

I SUFFERED BECAUSE OF IT, AND PRAYED FOR FORGIVENESS...

GOD FORGAVE ME THAT TIME...
AND I RECOVERED...

AFTER SOME TIME, I LEFT THE RESIDENCY TRAINING...
I CANNOT GO ON FOR A FORCE STRONGER THAN ME KEPT REMINDING ME TO FULFILL THE PROMISE.

I WORKED SOMEWHERE IN MUNTINLUPA....

I CONTINUE WITH THE SPIRITUAL MISSIONS, BUT NOT FULL TIME...

AFTER A WHILE I APPLIED TO ANOTHER RESIDENCY PROGRAM....

THE LIGHT APPEARED AGAIN AND REMINDED ME OF MY PROMISE...

I CONTINUED WITH MY RESIDENCY,
IGNORING THE LIGHT THIS TIME.

I TRIED TO LIVE A NORMAL LIFE-
A LIFE THAT IS EXPECTED OF ME BY MY PARENTS.

MY MOTHER BURNED THE MYSTICAL ARTICLES THAT HAS APPEARED IN MY POSSESSION- TALANDROS, SACRED BEADS, SACRED WOOD, SACRED BOOKS, SACRED WRITINGS, SACRED STONES, AND ALL OF THE THINGS OF MYSTICAL VALUE THAT APPEARED IN MY POSSESSION WAS DISPOSED OF.

THEN, I WAS STRUCK WITH A HEART ATTACK...
I WAS IN THE ICU SEVERAL DAYS...
ENDURING THE PAIN AND HEAVINESS IN MY HEART AND THE INJECTIONS OF ANTI-COAGULANTS, ...

LATER, I WAS RUSHED TO THE PHILIPPINE HEART CENTER FOR AN ANGIOGRAM...
THOUGH THE EKG HAS ABNORMAL TRACES WHEN I WAS AT THE EMERGENCY ROOM, THE ANGIOGRAM I HAVE WAS NORMAL...

DURING MY ICU STAY, THE LIGHT APPEAR SEVERAL TIMES SAYING: "FULFILL YOUR PROMISE."

I RECOVERED AFTER SOME TIME...

I WAS STRUCK TWICE BY GOD FOR NOT KEEPING MY PROMISE...

I EVEN TRIED TO GET AWAY FROM IT AND LIVE A NORMAL LIFE..

BUT IT SEEMS I DO NOT HAVE THE LUXURY OF BEING SUCH...

AFTER THAT TIME, THERE ARE LIFE CHANGING EVENTS THAT HAPPENED TO ME ONE AFTER THE OTHER...

THERE CAME A TIME THAT I SURRENDERED TO THE DIVINE WILL AND DID WHAT THE LIGHT ASKS OF ME...

I CANNOT PROCEED LIVING MY LIFE AS NORMAL AS IT SHOULD BE...

I SURRENDERED TO GOD AND GAVE UP TO THE WILL OF GOD...

THE MISSION GIVEN TO ME CALLED FOR SURRENDERING MY PROFESSION, DOING THE DIVINE WILL WITHOUT HESITATION, AND DEPENDING ON THE SUSTENANCE COMING FROM GOD...

I LET GO AND LET GOD...

EVERY TIME THAT I AM ABOUT TO STRAY, GOD ALWAYS HAVE THE MEANS TO BRING ME BACK ON TRACK...

THERE ARE TIMES THAT I AM GIVING UP ON THE MISSION FOR PERSONAL REASONS... YET GOD HAS WAYS TO RETURN ME BACK ON COURSE...

AT TIMES PERSONAL WEAKNESSES AS A HUMAN BEING STEPS INTO ME AND I STRAYED OFF THE PATH- BUT GOD ALWAYS MAKE THINGS HAPPEN FOR ME TO GO BACK TO THE PATH HE HAS SET FOR ME...

IN SURRENDERING TO THE DIVINE WILL, I HAVE WITNESSED TIME AND TIME AGAIN THE AWESOME NATURE OF MY GOD...

DAY BY DAY I LIVE CONSTANTLY IN THE DIVINE PRESENCE OF THE ONE WHO IS AND NEVER CEASE TO BE GOD...

FROM THAT TIME, TILL NOW, I DO WHAT THE DIVINE WILL ASKS FOR ME...

I SURRENDER, SUBMIT, AND FOLLOW THE WILL OF THE GOD OF GODS, LORD OF LORDS...

I HUMBLE MYSELF IN GOD'S HOLY PRESENCE...

I ENTRUST TO GOD EVERYTHING...

TO GOD I CLEAVE...

THANKING GOD FOR EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE...

THANKING GOD FOR MAKING ME AS I AM...

DAY BY DAY GOD TEACHES ME THE SPIRITUAL WAY AND EVEN AT THIS TIME, I AM STILL A STUDENT UNDER THE DIVINE TEACHER...

AS A FATHER IS TO HIS SON, I AM A STUDENT UNDER THE DIVINE TEACHER...

THANK YOU GOD...
I LOVE YOU GOD WITH ALL I AM...

TO GOD BE THE GLORY FOREVER AND EVER. AMEN.