PRAYER TO GOD

DEAR GOD,

TO YOU BE THE HONOR AND GLORY FOREVER AND EVER. AMEN.

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. 

THANK YOU FOR THE BREATH, THE LIFE THE ANIMATION, AND EVERYTHING THAT I RECEIVED FROM YOU.

THANK YOU FOR BEING YOUR INSTRUMENT TO HELP THE POOR, THE NEEDY, THE SUFFERING, AND THE LEAST OF YOUR BRETHREN...

I THANK YOU FOR THE PEOPLE WHO ARE HELPING US AND CONTINUE TO SUPPORT US.

MAY HELP CONSTANTLY FLOW SO THAT OUR HELP WILL CONTINUE ON UNTIL THE TIME WE DIE.

I THANK YOU FOR THE SUFFERING I RECEIVED FROM MY CHILDHOOD DAYS UP TO NOW.

IT MAKES ME REALIZE HOW IT IS TO BE HUMAN AND TO UNDERSTAND OTHERS WHO ARE SUFFERING.

THANK YOU FOR PUTTING ME SEVERAL TIMES TO THE POINT OF DEATH. 

WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO DIE, I SAW YOUR LIGHT AND LOVING PRESENCE.
THEN, AFTER THE VISION OF YOU, I WAS ABLE TO RECOVER AND LIVE.

I WANT TO BE WITH YOU IN ETERNITY FOREVER AND EVER.

THANK YOU GOD, FOR THE PEOPLE WHO WANTS ME DEAD AND TO SUFFER A LOT IN THIS WORLD.

I THANK YOU GOD THAT BECAUSE OF THEM , MY LIFE BECOMES SHORTER- AND THE TIME FOR ME DRAWS NEARER TO BECOME UNITED IN YOUR PRESENCE.

HOW HAPPY I AM THAT MY DEATH DRAWS NEAR, BECAUSE DEATH WILL BE THE TIME THAT I WILL REST IN PEACE AND WILL JOIN YOU FOREVER IN YOUR KINGDOM.

IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME THAT I AM NOT USING ANY MEANS OF PROTECTION, SHIELD, BARRIERS AND SUCH FOR MYSELF- AND HAVE OPENED MYSELF A LONG TIME AGO FOR ANY PSYCHIC ATTACKS, CURSES, KILLING SPELLS AND THE LIKE SO THAT I MAY DIE EASILY AND FASTER  IF YOU WILL IT TO BE SO MY GOD- AS I DO YOUR DIVINE WORKS IN THIS WORLD.


I ONLY TRUST IN YOU AND YOU ALONE.


LIFE IS MISERABLE FOR ME WITHOUT YOU.
MY ONLY HAPPINESS IN LIFE IS YOU, MY GOD.
WOULD PREFER DEATH RATHER THAN LIVING WITHOUT YOU, MY GOD.

GOD, ALL I ASK FROM YOU IS THAT I MAY BE PROVIDED THE MEANS TO GIVE TO THOSE WHO ASKS HELP FROM ME.

MY NEEDS ARE SIMPLE, AND I CANNOT ASK ANYTHING MORE FOR MYSELF.

I ASK FOR THE SAKE OF OTHERS, THAT I MAY CONTINUALLY HELP THEM.

TODAY, I WILL SPEND THE LAST REMAINING FUNDS ENTRUSTED TO MY CARE.

I WILL SPEND THEM TO SUPPORT THE NEEDS OF THE POOR, THE NEEDY, AND THE INDIGENT- THESE ARE WHOM YOU CONSIDER THE LEAST OF YOUR BRETHREN.

MY GOD, MY LORD... I LOVE YOU....

IF MY PURPOSE IN THIS WORLD IS ALREADY DONE, LET ME DIE IN PEACE...

LET ME JOIN YOU IN THE AFTERLIFE IN YOUR ETERNAL KINGDOM.

EVERYDAY, WHEN I SEE SUFFERING IN THIS WORLD, I FEEL LIKE DYING INSIDE.

HOW I WHICH I COULD DO MORE.

IN THIS WORLD, EVERYTHING IS LIMITED... 

YOUR HELP, YOUR MERCY, AND YOUR LOVE HAS BEEN LIMITED BY THE PEOPLE WHOM YOU ENTRUSTED WEALTH, RICHES AND POWER...

INSTEAD OF THEM HELPING OTHERS, MANY OF THEM HAVE TURNED THEIR BACKS AGAINST YOU, AND LIVED LIVES CONTRARY TO YOUR DIVINE WILL...

THEY TURN DEAF AND BLIND TO THE SUFFERING OF OTHERS...

MY GOD, AND MY LORD- AS LONG AS I RECEIVE FROM YOUR DIVINE PROVIDENCE, I WILL CONTINUALLY SHARE TO THE POOR AND THE NEEDY WHAT I HAVE... 

PLEASE SUPPORT ME...
I DEPEND ON YOUR MERCY...

GOD, YOU KNOW THAT I TRULY WANTED TO WORK.

BUT YOU HINDER ME WHENEVER I WORK ...

YOU HAVE STRICKEN ME WITH ILLNESS, OF SUFFERING WHENEVER I WORK WITH PAY- EVEN IF THE MONEY I EARNED FROM THIS WORK I GIVE FOR OTHERS.

THERE WAS A TIME WHEN ABOARD A BUS SOMEONE ASKED ME WHY I DO NOT WORK AND RETURN TO MY PREVIOUS LIFE- YOU SHOWED THAT PERSON THAT YOU ARE GOD.

YOU SHUT DOWN THE POWER OF THAT BUS COMPLETELY ON THE HIGHWAY. YOU ONLY RETURNED IT'S POWER WHEN THAT PERSON ASKED FORGIVENESS FROM YOU FOR ASKING ME SUCH QUESTIONS.

WHEN I ASKED YOU THE SAME QUESTION, YOU HAVE STRICKEN ME WITH SICKNESS THAT IS SO SEVERE THAT I FEEL LIKE DYING. FOR TWO WEEKS I SUFFER.

YOU EVEN HAVE SUBJECTED ME TO CONDITIONS IN THE PAST THAT I WAS CRITICAL- WHEN I WORKED AND WALKED LIFE MY OWN WAY.

I RESPECT YOUR DIVINE WILL. 

I LOVE YOU. 

I WILL DO WHAT YOU WANT.

WILL DO YOUR DIVINE WILL AS I LIVE.

WHAT IS HARD FOR ME IS THAT THERE ARE TIMES THAT I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO GIVE TO THE LESS FORTUNATE ONES. 

SEEING THEM SUFFER A LOT, I FEEL DYING INSIDE...

MY GOD, MY LORD, AT TIMES I DO FEEL LIKE I AM DYING INSIDE WHEN I AM STRICKEN WITH PITY AND SORROW SEEING PEOPLE SUFFER A LOT.

I CRIED MANY TIMES SEEING CHILDREN SLEEP ON THE ROAD, EAT GARBAGE, BEING DRIVEN OUT LIKE ANIMALS, AND SUFFERING A LOT.

IF YOU DEPRIVE ME OF THE WAY TO HELP THEM, LET ME DIE IN PEACE.

I WOULD PREFER DEATH RATHER THAN LIVING HELPLESS TO HELP THEM...

IT IS BETTER FOR ME TO DIE RATHER THAN BEING DEPRIVED OF THE MEANS TO HELP THEM.

I CANNOT ENDURE LIVING SEEING AND HEARING THE CRIES OF THE POOR WITHOUT DOING ANYTHING TO HELP THEM.

MY GOD, MY LORD- PLEASE GRANT ME A SHORT LIFE...

DO NOT LET ME LIVE LONG, SEEING EVERYDAY THE SUFFERINGS IN THIS WORLD.

WHAT MAKES ME WANT TO LIVE IS THAT YOU MADE ME AN INSTRUMENT TO HELP PEOPLE. 

IF I AM DEPRIVED THE MEANS TO HELP PEOPLE, THEN LIFE HAS LOST MEANING FOR ME. 

DEATH WOULD BE A BETTER FATE TO ME THAN SEEING AND HEARING THE SUFFERING IN THIS WORLD, UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING FOR THEM.

MY GOD, MY LORD, THE VALUE OF MY LIFE LIES WITH YOU. 

I HAVE NO DREAM ANYMORE BUT TO DO YOUR DIVINE WILL. 

I HAVE NO JOB BUT TO BE OF SERVICE TO YOU AND TO THE POOR, THE NEEDY AND THE LESSER PRIVILEGE IN SOCIETY.

I CONSIDER IT A LOSS ANYTHING THAT WILL MAKE ME SEPARATED FROM YOU.

I CONSIDER IT GAIN WHATEVER THAT WILL MAKE ME NEARER TO YOU.

I HAVE MY HOPE FIXED IN YOU, THAT YOU WOULD NEVER ABANDON ME.

MY GOD, MY LORD, IF YOU PLAN TO ABANDON ME, KILL ME INSTEAD...

I WOULD RATHER DIE THAN TO BE SEPARATED FROM YOU.

LIFE HAS NO MEANING WITHOUT YOU.

THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING.

I LOVE YOU GOD.

TO YOU MY GOD, BE THE GLORY FOREVER AND EVER. AMEN.