JUNE 15, 2009- MONDAY

TO GOD BE THE GLORY FOREVER AND EVER. AMEN.

MORNING- GAVE MY LAST MONEY FOR OUR ADOPTED FAMILIES- 4 OF THEM...
THIS IS FOR THE FOOD, DRINKS AND OTHER EXPENSES FOR TODAY.

TOMORROW, I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO GIVE TO THEM, AND I KNOW THEY WILL NOT EAT TOMORROW.

THOUGH I DO NOT WANT SUCH TO HAPPEN, I CANNOT DO ANYTHING AT THIS POINT.
I DID EVERYTHING I CAN. I CANNOT DO MORE AT THIS POINT.

REALITY IS, TOMORROW, THE CHILDREN MIGHT NOT GO TO CLASS BECAUSE THEY HAVE NOTHING TO EAT, NOR ANY MONEY FOR TRANSPORT GOING TO SCHOOL.

I DO NOT KNOW IF ANYONE OF THEM CAN PRODUCE ANYTHING SO AS TO HELP IN THEIR SURVIVAL. PROBABLY THEY WILL STARVE TOMORROW.

I LEAVE IT ALL TO GOD OF GODS THEIR FATE.
I CAN ONLY DO AS MUCH. REGRETFULLY, IT IS NOT IN MY POWER TO HELP THEM AT THIS POINT. I ALREADY HAVE GIVEN WHAT I HAVE TO THEM.

I CANNOT IN ANY WAY HELP THEM BY TOMORROW.

IF BY SOME MIRACLE SOMETHING COME TO ME BY TOMORROW, I CAN HELP THEM.
IF NOT, THEY ARE DOOMED TO STARVE.

LIFE IS CRUEL AT TIMES, AND THE POOR SUFFERS.
WHATEVER I TRY TO DO FOR THEM, I AM JUST ONE PERSON.
I CANNOT HELP THEM AT TIMES WITH WHATEVER I DO FOR THEM.

I STAYED AT HOME FOR NOW.
I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO, NOR ANY MONEY TO FUND THE OUTREACH FOR THIS DAY SAVE THE MONEY GIVEN TO SUPPORT THEM.

AT THIS TIME, ONLY GOD CAN HELP IN THIS SITUATION.

I ONLY RECEIVE OCCASIONAL FINANCIAL HELP FROM MY PARENTS.
MOSTLY, I DO NOT.

ALL SUPPORT FOR THESE FAMILIES COME FROM OUT OF POCKET, FROM THE MONEY FROM DONATIONS FROM BOOKS, OR ITEMS, AND OCCASIONAL VOLUNTARY HELP FROM FRIENDS.

AT THIS TIME, I AM OUT OF OPTIONS.

WHAT I CAN DO IS HOPE FOR THE BEST OR ENDURE TO KNOW AND SEE THESE FAMILIES SUFFER FOR NOW.

I HAVE NO ONE TO TURN TO AT THIS POINT IN TIME BUT GOD.

GOD OF GODS, LORD OF LORDS, MAY YOU HELP US.

TO GOD BE THE GLORY FOREVER AND EVER. AMEN.