JULY 14, 2009- TUESDAY

TO GOD BE THE GLORY FOREVER AND EVER. AMEN.

TODAY, MORNING PRAYERS WERE OFFERED.

SACRIFICE FOR THIS DAY: NOTES FROM MY POST GRADUATE STUDIES, NOTES ON SACRED NAMES, AND SOME NOTES OF SPIRITUAL NATURE THAT ARE IRREPLACEABLE.

THIS IS FOR GOD TO HAVE MERCY AND GRANT CERTAIN WISHES AND PETITIONS AMONG THOSE INCLUDED IN THE LIST.

I APPLIED FOR A JOB ONLINE AT JOBSTREET.COM, BUT A WARNING STRUCK ME LIKE LIGHTNING: KA J DEVELOPED PAINS ON THE HEART AREA AS I APPLY ON JOBSTREET.COM WITHOUT HER KNOWING THAT I APPLIED.

I ABSORBED HER ILLNESS INSIDE MY BODY AND MY OWN HEART SO AS TO HASTEN HER HEALING PROCESS. THIS IS A SIGN THAT I AM NOT ALLOWED TO WORK IN THE MATERIAL PLANE, THAT I AM SUPPOSED TO CONTINUE THE MISSIONARY WORKS.

NOT MY WILL BE DONE BUT GOD.

AS I HAVE ABSORBED HER ILLNESS AND TOOK IT AS MY OWN...
SHE RECOVERED INSTANTANEOUSLY...

YESTERDAY, KA RB RECOVERED FROM HIS ILLNESS...
THE PRAYERS AND PETITIONS TOOK EFFECT FOR HIM...
AND I THANK GOD HE RECOVERED AT THE QUICKEST TIME POSSIBLE.

I ENTRUST MY LIFE TO GOD.
WHAT MY LIFE IS, GOD MADE IT TO BE.
I OFFER EVERYTHING UNTO GOD,
AND ALL THAT I AM IS GOD'S CREATION.

AS I AM TYPING THIS BLOG, KA J IS ALREADY WALKING,
TO AND FRO, AFTER HER PAIN IN THE HEART REGION LEFT,
AS IF NOTHING HAPPENED.

I HAVE INFORMED HER CONDITION ALREADY
TO MY MOTHER, AND HER GRAND DAUGHTER.

I ALSO UTILIZED THE NEW TYPE OF SCALAR DEVICE I INVENTED AND PUT IT ON HER HEART AREA- SHE FELT WARM AT THAT REGION AS I HAVE APPLIED IT, WHICH HELP HER RECOVER IN A FEW MINUTES TIME.

REPRESENTATIVE FROM OUR ADOPTED FAMILY CAME TO OUR GATES... WE GAVE THEM PROVISIONS OF FOOD...
SOMEONE LEND US SOME MONEY WHICH WE GAVE FOR OUR ADOPTED FAMILIES...


WENT OUTSIDE OUR HOME AND DID SOME OUTREACH FOR THE POOR ON THE STREETS. I WAS THEN LEFT WITH NOTHING AFTER THIS OUTREACH...

THOUGH FOR NOW TILL MY LAST BREATH, I AM CONSECRATED TO GOD AND AS I LIVE I MUST DO GOD'S WILL, I THINGS LET BE AS IT UNFOLDS...

AS A CHILD, AND EVEN NOW, I AM CONSECRATED TO GOD...
EVEN HOW MUCH I TRIED IN THE PAST TO LEAD A NORMAL LIFE,
I CANNOT- FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS LEAD ME TO DO GOD'S WILL IN THE END...

EVEN HOW MUCH I TRY TO LIVE MY LIFE, EVEN I TRY TO DEVIATE FROM THE COURSE OF SPIRITUALITY AND LIVE MY LIFE NORMALLY, A FORCE STRONGER THAN ANYTHING I HAVE ENCOUNTERED IN MY ENTIRE LIFE WOULD LEAD ME AGAIN AND AGAIN TO THE SPIRITUAL PATH.

IN MY LIFE, I TRY TO DEVELOP RELATIONSHIPS, AND EVEN HAVE ENCOUNTERED KARMIC PARTNERS, MY SOUL MATE, AND PEOPLE THAT I LOVE SO MUCH--- BUT ALL OF THESE HAS BEEN TAKEN AWAY FROM ME AND FORCED TO FOLLOW THE SPIRITUAL PATH...

FOR EVERY TIME I DEPART FROM THE SPIRITUAL PATH, THINGS HAPPENED THAT ARE DEVASTATING TO ME, THAT I AM FORCED TIME AND TIME AGAIN TO WALK ON THE SPIRITUAL PATH...


NOW, I AM RESIGNED TO THE WILL OF GOD...
DOING EACH DAY WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO...

THERE ARE TIMES I ENCOUNTER HARDSHIPS AND THINGS BEYOND THE LIMITS OF ORDINARY MEN...

I HAVE SUFFERED MORE THAN ANY HUMAN BEING IN THIS WORLD SAVE THE MESSIAH, OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST...

I AM CONSTANTLY SUFFERING DIFFICULTY OF BREATHING SINCE CHILDHOOD... AND ONLY BY THE POWER OF MY WILL I AM ABLE TO ENDURE THIS...

I HAVE BEEN SUBJECTED TO NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES BECAUSE OF SEVERE ASTHMA.

I HAVE PASSED AT LEAST 5 NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES BECAUSE OF SEVERE ASTHMA...

5 NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES DUE TO SPIRITUAL PRACTICE...

5 NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE BECAUSE OF VIOLENCE AND ACCIDENTS...

3 TIMES I HAVE BEEN POISONED BUT ALL OF THESE I SURVIVED...

I HAVE BEEN SUBJECTED TO EMOTIONAL TORTURE, PHYSICAL TORTURE, SEVERAL TIMES IN MY LIFE--- ALL OF THESE I ENDURED PATIENTLY...

I HAVE SUFFERED SEVERAL TIMES THE HUMILIATION, FALSE ACCUSATIONS, THE EVIL OF MEN, ILL INTENTIONS, INSULTS AND THE LIKE SINCE AS A CHILD UP TO THE TIME I GREW UP...

THROUGH SEVERAL BOUTS OF SUFFERING, SOMETHING AWAKENED FROM ME...

WHEN IT AWAKENED--- EVERYONE WHO DID EVIL TO ME SUFFERED HORROR IN THEIR LIVES...

PEOPLE START DYING ONE AFTER THE OTHER---
HORRIBLE DEATHS--- SOME THROUGH ACCIDENTS---
SOME THROUGH ILLNESS--- SOME THROUGH HEART ATTACKS--- ALL OF THESE HAPPENED TO THE LOVE ONES OF THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE WRONGED ME...

IT JUST AUTOMATICALLY HAPPENED, BEYOND MY CONTROL...

THERE WERE INSTANCES THAT STRUCTURES WERE LITERALLY TORN APART DURING BOUTS OF SEVERE FURY...

THERE HAS BEEN INSTANCES THAT SIMULTANEOUS CRACKS ON WALLS AND ROADS HAPPEN WHEN I AM AT THE FURY STATE...

THINGS DO EXPLODE AND THERE ARE PEOPLE GETTING KILLED WHEN I CAME TO THE FURY STATE...

HAVE EXPERIENCED SEVERAL PLACES BEING DEVASTATED WITH CALAMITIES WHEN THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO HAVE WRONGED ME THAT EITHER LIVE IN THAT VICINITY, OR HAS BLOOD RELATIVES EXISTING ON THAT AREA...

WHENEVER ANY PSYCHIC ATTACKS OR ANY CURSES ARE TARGETED AGAINST ME, CALAMITY HAPPENS, AND THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO DIE BECAUSE OF THAT CALAMITY...

IT SEEMS THAT WHENEVER SOMEONE TRY TO KILL ME OR INTEND TO DO HARM AGAINST ME, THE EARTH GETS PUNISHED FOR IT BY THE APPEARANCE OF CALAMITIES- SOME OF THESE CALAMITIES HAVE CLAIMED MANY LIVES...

ISAIAH 43:4 STATES: Since you are precious and honored in my sight, and because I love you, I will give men in exchange for you, and people in exchange for your life.

THIS VERSE I HAVE FOUND TO BE TRUE IN MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE, AND HAS BEEN HAPPENING TO ME CONTINUOUSLY...


ANOTHER VERSE:
GENESIS 12:3 STATES:" I will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you I will curse; and all peoples on earth will be blessed through you."

I FOUND THIS VERSE TO BE TRUE IN MY LIFE...
THOSE WHO DID GOODNESS AND KINDNESS UPON ME HAVE MERITED GOOD FORTUNE, BLESSINGS AND/OR SUCCESS IN THEIR ENDEAVORS...

BUT TO THOSE WHO ARE SCHEMING BEHIND MY BACKS, WHO HAVE DONE EVIL UNTO ME, THOSE WHO HAVE DONE INIQUITIES TO ME HAVE BEEN CURSED TIME AND TIME AGAIN, AND MANY OF THEM I FOUND OUT TO LIVE IN MISERY...

ONLY THOSE WHOM I HAVE FORGIVEN
WERE EXEMPTED FROM THE EFFECTS
OF GOD'S CURSE.

FORGIVENESS IS A REQUIREMENT TO ACQUIRE FORGIVENESS... BUT WE ONLY FORGIVE THOSE
WHO ARE SORRY FOR THEIR SINS
IN THE FIRST PLACE...


THERE ARE INDIVIDUALS WHOSE PROMISES WERE BROKEN UNTO ME...

NOT KNOWING THAT IT IS TO GOD THAT THEY PROMISED AND NOT TO ME...

THEY SOW WHAT THEY REAP...

THERE IS NO ESCAPE WITH GOD...


THERE ARE SITUATIONS ON EARTH WHICH I PRAY FOR AND INTERVENE TO HELP MANY PEOPLE...

ALL OF THEM WERE ANSWERED IN DUE TIME...
AND I THANK GOD FOR THIS...

THERE ARE SOME SITUATIONS WHICH I CANNOT INTERVENE, TO KEEP BALANCE GOOD AND EVIL, SO AS NOT TO CREATE A RIFT, TO HELP MAINTAIN THE EXISTENCE AND SURVIVAL OF OUR WORLD...


THERE ARE PRAYER REQUESTS WHICH I CANNOT INTERVENE FOR KARMIC REASONS, AND BECAUSE THOSE WHO ASKED FOR IT WOULD ONLY ASK BUT NOT HELP IN ANY WAY TO SUPPORT THEIR PRAYERS...

TO THIS END I LEAVE TO GOD THEIR FATE...

AS I AM BLESSED, MAY THOSE WHO BLESS ME BE BLESSED.
AS I AM CURSED, MAY THOSE WHO CURSE ME BE CURSED.

MAY THOSE WHO DEPRIVE US BE DEPRIVED ALSO...
MAY THOSE WHO GAVE US SUPPORT BE GIVEN SUPPORT ALSO BY THE GOD WHO NEVER CEASES TO BE GOD...

AS I OFFER EVERYTHING TO GOD,
GOD OFFERS EVERYTHING TO ME...

AS I GIVE MY ALL TO GOD,
GOD GIVES ALL UNTO ME...

I GIVE ALL TO GOD...
TO GOD I SURRENDER EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE...
I SACRIFICE MYSELF TO GOD..
I GIVE EVERYTHING TO GOD...

LET NOT MY WILL BUT GOD'S WILL BE DONE...
GOD BE THE GLORY FOREVER AND EVER. AMEN.